motherfuck. am i seriously ready for this? it sucks that no one is ready once i am.

so glad i finally got to see my cousins! ive missed them.

FRIDAY MY BROTHER AND HIS FAM ARE COMING DOWN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! CANT WAIT TO SEE MY BABIES WHO ARE GROWING UP WAAAY TOO FAST!

work tonight ....boooo :[ going to see tyler tomorrow ....wooooo :]

haha for real?!

:]!

am i the only one that feels like this?!?! this is the worst ever. im almost 23, when is this gonna stop happening? when am i gonna grow up? im probably gonna be one of those old ass alone bitches cuz i freak out too much and everyone bails. i hate boys for making me this way. why cant i ever just go woth the flooowwwwww. seriouslyyyy. haha im the same as i was when i was 18. fml man.


Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this ain't going away

Im so scared. i just want everything to fall into place for once in my life but i highly doubt that will happen. I want my main squeeze.

ehh

life is real shitty right now.

maybe its just my brain that sucks.

drinks tonight.

fuck my life.