it fucking is the worst feeling ever when people tell you all this shit and you have no clue if its sincere or if they are full of shit. of course i think everyone is sincere as fuck with the shit they say and that sucks cuz look where it gets me.....feelin like shiiiit. im not sure why this always happens i never once asked for this........well i used to joke about it but i wasnt serious and now its the only thing that happens. its like a rule. fucking lame! it sucks cuz everything is always perfect except there is one huggeee problem. the next relationship im in im probably gonna get fuccccccccccccccked over haha shitty. or maybe i will just never be in a relationship again! haha. boys always know exactly what to say at the right times, and i hate them for that. for reaaaaaaaaal tho. im getting waaaaaaaaay ahead of myslef once again.

anyways work was slowww which means tips are no bueno :[

i get my nails done tomorrow wooooooooooooooooooo then girl time with my chanch, banessa!, and j. forzen yogurt? i think so.

and palm springs on sat woooooooooooooooooooooooo i cant wait any longer. fuuuuck im gonna be soooo tired...work on fri night which means ill get about 4 hrs of sleep cuz i have kinder ballet at 10 then make up then the wedding....oh pray for me.

night mfs